my unofficial mantra
no i'm not nuts
ok maybe i am a little
but i don't go around chanting this
it just sort of always happens
then shit hits the fan
and i realise that my actions
have an impact on the lives of the
people around me.
thats's when i realised, it probably
wasn't a good thing
Tuesday, 14 May 2013
"speed through life in a purple haze
live fast, die young like Kurt Cobain"
somewhere inside i am trying to embrace that
my waves of fuck ups are a part of me.
nothing i can do about that
i fuck up a lot
i don't hide that
i'm confused most of the time
half the time my mind says one thing
my body does a completely different thing
"speed through life in a purple haze"
i make the worst decisions in the world
especially when i know better
maybe thats my demon
inability to do whats in my head to do
my body literally controls me
someone says i just need discipline
i think its self control
but i figure it would probably be easier to just
"...die young like Kurt Cobain"
Sometime I feel like I can't handle myself
Like I just fucking can't think or do anything right